22 August, 2007

It's all There.




The turn has swayed

the tassles all frayed

it's not like I care

I'm everywhere.


The place I knew

It's not for you.

The chant's are new

It's thanks to you.


The frown

upside

not down

in this town

with little to love


This place

this invasion of space

this calling

this face


the children who play

not so bad until yesterday

in tune with

the moon which

shines on me


Breathe in

exhale dust

stress and confusion

must and lust


you've come inside

offer a dance in my mind

into you I see

out of this let it be

unknown to me

what we won't see

it's in me.


it's all there

it's not fair.

it's all me

it's all there

it's all mine

it's all there

it's all unfortunate

it's all there

it's all in time travel.

it's all there.

it's all in christ.

it's all there

it's all in lilly

it's all there

it's all in me

it's all there.

1 comment:

FishermansDaughter said...

Hey - we don't know each other but I stumbled upon your blog and feel compelled to write. I know how it feels to be betrayed and lonely. I know how it feels to be failed/rejected by one's chosen faith and friends/family/ lover. I've found the thing about faith is - it's YOUR choice to believe or not - not that my truth is yours or I have any answers - I'm every bit as fucked up as everyone else. But am struck by your words and wanted to reach out to you, regardless of how random it seems, to let you know that your words touched me. Oh yea, for what it's worth, I don't think there's anything wrong with being gay and that anyone, who tries to gas you up on hatred - RUN AWAY - why on earth would you consent to being treated with such contempt? People who treat you like shit, regardless of their dogmatic rationalizations, aren't and never will be worthy of your precious, original brand of divinity. Shine them off bro', love yourself enough to find a place of worship that returns the favor.
Peace.