21st century soldier child.

Wait a second, why are we all hating ourselves here?.

Why do I hate you for the clothes you wear?.

What drove me to talk shit behind your back?.

Why am I suddenly turned on by you?.

Why the fuck are you looking at me like that?.

Do I look fat in this sweater?.

Am I acting drunk?.

Can you smell the alchohol on my mom's breath?.

Is this party almost over?.

I hate you.

I'm not sure about my gender.

I dont know why he wont call me back.

I wish I had the abortion

It's not like I care

Who the fuck are you to me anyways.

I'm sick to my stomach.

I'm scratching my skin.

I'm crying within.

I'm living in sin.

I hate you

and me.

And mommy

and daddy

and Jesus

and popeye

and jeenie

and dave.

I hate it all,

because I'm brave.

I'm a 21st century soldier child

and I've got a hot knife

13 years into it and I'll take a kids life.

'cause it's either you or me kidd.

I cant handle this.

I'm so fucked up.

I can't think.

I'm singing and swinging in this mess of a brain.

I'm tired.

I wish. I wish. Iwish.