Noted : Back From California

After a 5 day break in California I am feeling a bit more content than I did last week. I am however; feeling an odd need for the idea that I'd like to see that Aaron guy again. I am trying to discern if it's a real desire or rather if it is a sentimental hole which should be filled by alchohol and anger toward him. Beyond Aaron I am feeling somewhat angry at a few old friends again. I don't know why - well for the blonde I can understand but for the black I am feeling a bit of an odd displacement.