Safety

Last night as I left his house, I felt like he was angry at me. And I don't know how to vex that worry within my mind this morning. I feel really scared that I've fucked something up. The cards read that we'd go through something odd soon enough together, is this it?. I can't shake it, I cant cut the image of you standing at the door with that look of "go" in your eyes. Part of me feels stupid, the rest of me feels scared; for last night I felt closer to you than ever before and then the stab of miscommunication had to come between a moment. I feel stressed, I feel scared, I feel angry at myself, I feel so many things and yet all that I really want is to make sure that everything is okay. Safety ....